Rough week

This week has been a rough one, with constant sickness in our house, Josh in crunch mode to take the bar and a million things that always need done, but didn't get to this week, because I was too sick and tired to do. Josh has left to take the bar today, I am sad, hormonal and crying, I miss him already and I hope the next 3 days will go by fast so he will return home safely. I can't imagine that kind of pressure for taking a 15 hour exam with having a family, 4 kids, a 5th on the way, a full time job and the stresses of life...way to go honey, we love you! I am so thankful that he doesn't have to travel a lot or is working crazy long hours like alot of my friends husbands who are resident doctors, I don't know how those ladies do it, I sure admire you all. I am a baby and don't like to be left alone, thank goodness I will have 4 kids to keep me busy though, even if it is crazy, I love being a mom!